Last Day Of Being A 15

Yes, I'm at home again.

I didn't go school today again, mom says that i should just rest at home until i FULLY recover.

Tomorrow's my big day, i have no special feelings nor have any anticipation towards celebrating.

I feel like staying home tomorrow instead of heading out.

Perhaps it's because of my star sign, i love to stay home than head out.

But still, i hope i will enjoy myself tomorrow with my close friends :)

Things ain't the same, my clique, my class.
I might not like the changes, but i guess i can do nothing about it.
Maybe i changed, i don't care about my class as much as i used to, but, it's not a bad change.
Others won't understand why will i change this way, they won't even make the effort to ask.
They'll only say, "You've changed, i miss the old you. Why won't you change back?"
I will if i did, you only say so because i stopped behaving the way you expect me to.
I don't see why i should change back, i am still the same to Kim & Marc.
They don't see the change in me, but you all did.
Perhaps you all should reflect on your behavior towards my 'change' and find out why i acted that way.
That's all I've got to say.
Go ahead and think about it.
 Maybe that way, you'll know why already.